I just can't understand how can I found beauty in everything but myself. I don't understand how I can look in the mirror and want to cry. I don't understand how I can do my hair and my makeup at the best of my ability and still feel so plain and ugly. I don't understand how I can see all these girls with the perfect body and smile and eyes and hair... and I just hate them. I don't understand how for some girls it's so effortless. I don't understand. I'm not good enough for anyone, including myself. I just want to be good enough, for once.
